I'm not sure where to start, or what to say. I really don't want to make public the goings on of my family this past weekend anymore than to say that we are all ok. I know I scared some of you. Hey...I'm scared too.
It's a funny thing when a major issue consumes your life. It sends you hurling into the atmosphere at mock 3 and then of course somewhere in the event of flying towards the moon gravity pulls you back to earth faster than a speeding bullet.
I'm on this roller coaster ride that is being laid out before me. I'm not in control, and will never be in control of this situation. The situation doesn't lie with me...
All I can do for now is strap in, hold on and pray that the next drop has a safe landing at the bottom of it. The initial drop...you know the largest one...yeah, that's already occurred. I made it through...
Right now I seem to be on that second accent into the atmosphere. The one that isn't as high and not as scary, but still fills you with nervous enthusiasm upon hearing the cranking sound of the gears beneath you pulling you higher.
All I can do for now is maintain life. Keeping my arms and legs inside the car at all times and hope to be able to get off this ride soon.
As for everything else that I have tried to get started. Things are going to be at a stand still for a while. I don't care right now about coupons, or meal planning, or scrap booking, or anything other than the absolute Must-Haves of the day. Most of which mean I have to retain order in this house, which has never truly happened. The disorganized caeous that is my life is going to hopefully somehow become more organized. Taking into advice columns and blogs I've read lately on little tricks of the trade on keeping house. It's not the keeping house that's so hard, it's keeping house in a house that has never truly been totally organized...yeah...that's the tricky part. I never have had the time to lay out organization. My time and efforts go elsewhere, mainly to the family. But I think it's necessary. So today starts a new chapter there. Maybe...I first have to tackle all the other situations of the day.
In any case, I won't be blogging as much...So if you miss me I'm sorry. I have to organize my life before I can give any other person in this world advice on how to be or how to live.
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Tackle it one space at a time, girlfriend. Literally start with a closet if you have to. You've got a lot on your plate. I'm still going crazy down here wondering what is going on up there and I'm furious that I'm not up there to help you out in person. BLEAH!!!! This sucks.
I promise though that each space you get organized and into a system, it'll get easier and easier to do the next one, and to maintain the others. Don't get bogged down in creating a system either - that's my biggest problem, personally. I spend more time doing the organizing and system-creating, and less time doing the rest. It's the organizing itself I find fun. LOL (I know, I'm a hideous geek.) Seriously though, if you implement small, simple systems that even Gabby can use, things will go quickly - you'll be back to bloggin in no time.
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